yesterday

yesterday was sinfully delicious. i spent time with my ex. we went for a long hike, and then he took me to the fish market for dinner. and then we made love, and it was even pretty good. and then i let him spend the night.
sometimes i wonder...could we work it out? should we try? i really need to think clearly on this one.
and another one. i have a job prospect in front of me...
my stomach just knotted up.
i think i need to take some L and think this shit over = )