i took a test

and i'm not pregnant.

just wanted to throw that out there in case anyone was appalled at my lack of concern for conception. i pretty much knew i wasn't, because i was taking those crazy birth control pills. but the last time i had a period was early APRIL. no wonder i've been so weepy, out of control sad. my hormones are fucked. i stopped taking the pill, hopefully i'll normalize in the next few months.

anyway, even though i KNEW i wasn't pregnant, i went and took a test last night. i wasn't even worrying about it, i was purely being rational. i figured if i WAS pregnant, i could have been since the beginning of april- that's nearly 3 months now. so i was thinking if i was needing an abortion i better get ON it. i hadn't gained any weight, no sore tits or morning sickness, so...

i took a test and i'm not pregnant. which is cool, cuz i probably couldn't afford an abortion AND a new tattoo. ; )

(see what i'm sayin, i am SO not cut out to be a mom right now...or possibly ever. = )