last night

so i'm on my way to bed...texted the monster a goodnight poem. i notice it's about 10:30, and with our time difference that's about when he usually calls. but my expectation is that he will not. = )
and then he does. such a sweetheart on the phone, we talk about so much! about how we both love-ed to dose, and still occasionally do...and. AND! we decided we're gonna do it. gonna go uncovered. his dick on my skin, on the inside. i mean, if i'm putting it in my mouth i may as well...i reminded him when he goes for his STD screening to get hep & herp- they usually don't do those ones unless you ask specifically.
so i got my report card back- i failed everything. yay! the one time in your life you want your tests to be NEGATIVE.
i mean, i really can't believe i'm gonna do it. my gay boy friends are like don't. i should probably trust them but...i do trust the monster. i believe him he'll get his full screening and will not have unprotected sex with anyone else. the thing is, protected sex still spreads STDs. i guess that's the risk i'm gonna take. in my defense, thus far my monster is only sleeping with women. so i don't have the MSM risk.
anyway back to the hilarious story...we're chatting. i'm getting sleepy, but then he says something that makes me all wet...next thing i know we're having phone sex again. after we *kinda* decided not to, cuz we want to preserve the attraction...but i guess if it happens naturally we really can't help it. he makes me so hot. i came like crazy, first. then i talked him through the next 10 to 20 seconds and...beautiful. i love the way he comes.
THEN. he comes down...omg. this is the funny part. he tells me after he recovers a second that his ROOMMATE walked in right after he shot!! i was like, why is she walking in your room without knocking? and he's like my computer's in the living room. the huge screen mac. basically, the roommate walked into her own home, saw her roomie on the phone at the computer and said, "oh hey! you're home," and then saw WHAT was on the computer. pictures of me. very pornographic pictures of me. HAHAHAHAHHA SO FUNNY!! not only did he get caught wanking by his roommate, but he got caught being ON the PHONE when it happened!! ugh, it's killing me. i am still LOL about that.
what a cutie. i decided i don't give a fuck about his sexuality, as i always insist that my partners don't give a fuck about mine. so fuck it. if he ends up with a man in the long-term, whatevs. what he's doing right now with me is authentic, and that's all that matters.
what a beautiful boy.
what a beautiful day!!