a new potential

someone new came up. someone that's come up before. i realize that's a contradiction but i'm going with it. (a guy from college, still friends...)

thought about it in college...we were both ALWAYS in long-term relationships.

this is the thing- he has that THING. that thing that makes me laugh and laugh...and he's looking WAY cute these days even though he lives halfway across the world. and a brilliance to match mine...imagine that???

anyway, there's a lot in common. we're both total freaks...in many, many ways. hot ways, weird ways, crazy ways, intense ways...and he's a cancer. i've never actually dated another cancer...come to think of it, our birthday is on the same day. !

anyway, we started joking about how i'm just a couple thousand short of EU citizenship, basically it's my birthright i've just never had the time/money to handle it.

so he starts joking about how he'll marry me to get it too, and i'm like we'll you should just pay for it and then it'll happen a lot sooner!! and then...the conversation went to sex. i told him i might give it up...but if i did...he'd want to marry me anyway, cuz that's what happens to most. = )

i know he's always liked me. not sure if i'm abusing that or not. i dunno...i've just never really looked into it too much...and then today it dawned on me like HELLO.

wtf?? interesting...let's call this one "the musician," since he plays every fucking instrument under the sun.