i heard from the comedian

and it turns out, he may actually be a nice guy.
he started seeing someone. and thought he should tell me. i thought he should too, dammit, so now i don't have to sit around wondering (or hoping?) that he's gonna call.
and i'm cool with that. i was a little sad weeks ago when he didn't reply, but i'm over that now. now i'm just glad that i can cross him off my list.
and, strangely, i'm also happy that he did turn out to be a nice guy. the kind of guy that doesn't talk sexy on the phone with some cute girl when he's already seeing someone. the kind of guy who doesn't respond to those messages and then makes the time to tell that person that he's not into them.

"bad timing," he said.

i'll say. no worries though. that's ALL GOOD. because timing is everything. and i feel happy that a nice guy hit on me, even though he renegged. i'm confident, because i felt it. i can trust myself.

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