head under water

and they tell me to breathe easy for a while

i learned the hard way, they all say things you want to hear.

hello...to high and dry.

words of wisdom from a pop song...gotta love that.

i'm not going to write you a love song. no, i'm really not. i'm not making a play on music. hahaha(no one got that joke but me. if you got it, we're getting married. but you have to tell me TWICE.)

but today was the best. seriously. the bff is over at the ex's...and i'm cool with that. i am!! it feels so good. i mean, i'm not saying i'll never be jealous or angry or sad again about it...but what i can say is that distractions are good.

i landed TWO dates today. count em TWO.

1. the PA chicky. we're meeting for happy hour next thursday!!! she's about 10 older than me, just about perfect if you ask me. = )

2. a cute movie guy. yeah, that's right. he's working on a movie by one of my favorite twisted writers/producers out there. how f'in cool is that. he lives in the state next door...but supposed to be moving here soon. ; )

happiness! (i'm at your feet!)





i want your dirty, i want your disease. i want your loving and i want your revenge, you and me could write a bad romance. and i have, many, many times...still working on publishing that though.