he's gonna call me

he is gonna call me. i'm putting it out there.
he's a thoughtful person, who was so passionate at the beginning, but then his rationale (sensitivity) kicked in.
(clearly this is when my delusions are kicking in.)
but now that he's back in town, for a few days, he'll call. even if it's just a one weekend booty call thing, i'm down. we'll see what's up.
and if he doesn't call, i'll call him. monday. that should give him enough chance to call me first.
i'm talking about the comedian. the one that wouldn't leave me alone and then disappeared. the one i tried to tell i needed more space and to be patient a week or two, and then one day told me that very same thing and then disappeared? yeah, the one who said he'd be in town at the end of feb or beginning of march. and he'd call me then. well, we'll see if he calls me.
it would be so fucking nice to just have a companion that gives his attention to me. that looks at me with a gaze and spoils me. even for just a day or two.
to rumble around in the sheets and play and feel the warmth of someone next to me...someone hard, and ready, who turns me on and makes me crazy. the smell of new, curious flesh.
i wonder if he'll call me.
no, he's gonna call me. i'm putting it out there, into the universe. he wants some fun, he wants to play, he wants a companion. he wants to get laid as bad as i do.
he's gonna call me. but i won't wait by the phone.