blind faith

i have blind faith in love as some people have blind faith in god. there's nothing physical or literal proving his existence, but his followers just know. there is a sense of confidence they carry with them, a sense of protection, a sense of contentment that he is watching and he loves infinitely.
well, when i woke up this morning, my sense of faith was extrememly strong. i am faithful that i will find my love. (and his name will not be yaweh or jesus.) i have with me today a strong, confident sense of understanding that i may need to be patient, but the love i am looking for is out there. perhaps i know him (or her) already, perhaps i have considered them, perhaps i have not. maybe this person is yet to me introduced or named. but when i woke up, i felt that this would be a good weekend, filled with hope, hope for the future, hope for moving on. (even though i'm planning on spending the night with my guy/my ex. i'm still not sure which i should be calling him.)
and then when i left my house to go to work, the sky was a radiant pink. the most amazing sunrise, i have seen plenty of them lately. breathtaking. and i knew, this was my reassurance, that the feeling inside me was true. it was pervasive. the color of the clouds matched me- the hot pink of the letters on my shirt, my bra, and the socks sticking out of my knee-high boots. and the powder pink pink of my scarf, my thong, mirrored the lighter hues. (all of this balanced by black, black, and more black. riot grrl.) i knew that the fact that the sky matched my exuding sexiness, that i was right. i can have this blind faith.
and things just went up from there. first, when i got to work, a colleague told me her friend had been asking about me. that he was moving back in town, and was hoping to see me. blushing!!! like one of those clouds...he's cute. a hiker type, not yet named in this here blog...short, strong. definitely would take me out for a NICE night.
that's my new thing. i need guys that can hold their own. (not that my most recent didn't, he just wans't a spoiler.)
and then, the med student called. left me like a 4 minute message. no hike tomorrow, but next week for sure. (i may be busy ; ) but i was like yesss! i'm in fire. fire that that sunrise, i know it.
and the icing was the adorable boy (way too young for me) who seems flattered by my attention, and leaves incredible drawings fully knowing i'll steal them. nothing wrong with a little fantasy thrown in with all that possibility...
and to top it all off, i'm going to sleep with you know who tonight. i can't wait. i know he's totally excited about the lack of underwear under my short skirt. actually, he just texted reminding me to bring condoms.
ah...if only this would last...i have blind faith that eventually it will. = )