i am beside myself

i did something great! i fixed up my computer. it's been...a year. that means i've been that long without personalized access...i've been snaking on my work computer. eee! feels good to be legit.
i need to smoke less. i do. i'm out, and i'm broke...i should take a break. ay!
shit's slowed down with the monster. in a GOOD way. and well...the ex has moved on. i sensed his shift.
i dunno. it's a crazy world out there. i'm not that inspired to write right now, just wanted to update. plus my position is not that comfy. i said i got my computer hooked up, i didn't say i got it settled in.
one thing at a time, people.