joy can be painful

you are a frivolous creature
-a boy of sorts-
dashingly exciting
yet terminally boring
you were my zombie revival,
you brought me back from the dead.
-and that somehow attaches me to you?
i couldn't just check you back into that shallow grave??
no, i brought you with me
all the way to the desert.
AT A TIME
when all else is full,-
in fact, overflowing?
this blossom lives on-
under the shade of my car,
in the corner of the crazies' parking lot-
we'll see how long it lives
in the heat of the summer.