capacity building

honey came over for dinner.
oh, honey. honey white.
dinner wasn't even that good, but the time spent was. and we cuddled on the couch for like 30 minutes. i totally made it happen. he was down. but i will NOT kiss him. i will not cross that boundary!!! it must be him. that's the way i'll trust that he's ready.
but i wanted to kiss him so badly. he's adorable. like a magnet. we were soooo close! my face was like 6 inches from his. ay.
capacity building. that's what we were doing. like in kabbalah, like in community health initiatives. building the space to fill...together??